First Soul Governor
May The Lord forgive me for all the bitterness, resentment, rebellion and unappreciation i have/had towards you.
got me convinced
- Me: wat day k nagkocrossover?
- Cy: bkt
- Me: hnd pa tyo ngcrossover 2gdr.
- Me: tntnong ko lang. Bkt kpg ngttnong ako sa inyo ni Stef palagi nyo ko sasagutn ng bkt? may inhibition? parang naglagay kyo boundary.
- Cy: Anu prob
- Me: madami na kasi nakakapansin na mag isa ako lage. Tas, sbi malabo na dumami kc hiwahiwalay.
- Cy: Anu malabo?
- Me:
- Cy Dumami an alin?cnu ngsbi
- Me: malabo dumami kasi hiwahiwalay daw tayo.
- Cy: Weh? Cnu ngsbi
- Me: c marose...Ung nginvyt kina ate jackie ..ung tga harbour square.
- Cy: I don't know her
- Cy: Cnu my ksalanaan bkt k magisa napapnsin nla e di smahan k nla
sins to konpes
2008- Ang tagal ko itinago yun. Nagalit ako kaya ko pinost yun..hnid kay ate jp. Kunlang na nga lang sundan ko ng ng message na akala mo kung sino ka kgwapuhan umaapaw. Strict ang band… iisipin nila pumupunta ka ng church dahil sa kanila.. Thanks to my minister…napakita nya saken na nadeny ko si Lord
2010- almost same manner… online stalking naman.. lust of the eyes na pala yun..tsktsktsk
2011- sendng msg to this unreachable star..
okay God chill lang ako. We dont get what we want. We get what we deserve.
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I should pray for my first soul governor. Sorry Lord I didn’t appreciate her that much. She expected me to be like her. Yung puyatan…school at ministry… I pray na ayos na family niya. I think lumipat na siya ng ibang church. Yun pa…hnd nya kaya walang church life. Hindi maayos testimony koto my family under her leadership. Dapat hindi ko siya iblame sa mga nangyayari sakin ngayon. I have my own mind and body. Hindi ko estimated ang time ko. Pinapaabsent nya ko ojt ko nung 2009 g12 conference..yoko pumunta kaya lang nagbayad na siya..kaya tumuloy ako at night.
I din’t represent you well God. Ganun pala disciple…ngayon ko lang narirealiza yung Salt and Light of the earth..
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Sin din pala yung WS fan account. Sorry Lord..
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I still have this year to truly offer myself to you as a living sacrifice holy and acceptable…. :)))
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Submission to your Divine authority..
I have a word… God, though great is my iniquity remember me with Your unfailing love.
Chat with Jem
- Me: Magservz knb ds Sunday?
- Jem: Karen d p po next sunday po..
- Me: Hnd ako mkp[gwin ng ppol. Sa tingin ko nid ko tlga ulitin ang EgR. Wachathink.hnd ko sold out mashare ang love of the Father to others.
- Jem: Dpt kc tlgang naexperienced mo un. u have to commune wid d Father tlg.
- Me: Yun nga ulitin ko.
- Jem: :) kng yn ang conviction mo.. Go.
- Me: Jem, ung gnwa kong wildsons fan page account. Tsaka ung doulos rant . Ktang kta wla ung fear of the Lord. kaya guarded na ko sa church.
- Jem: Gnun b? Its not too late.. :)
