Wait lng natin ung para sa tin.. kasi khit anong tago mo pag ryt tym na si Lord ang aggawa ng way..kasi alam nya deserve natin un.. and dream nya un para stin.. oki

—M.A.N

open up with ate mara and cc

  • Me; ako na isumbong sa psychology major na leader na si ate _ v
  • suffering the consequences of what I did to H.
  • Te Mara: Wat happen?
  • Cc: kninong net c ate k_? anung ngyre?
  • Me; Bsta po ung last tym sa forum3. Inabangan nya tlga pgdating ko. Grabe naman kasi pinagpopost ko sa f- nya. Napansin ko tnu2ro nya ko sa mga kateam nya sa C-. production.
  • Cc: pati sa network site nung ate K- nagpost ka rn? Tsk3 Nkpag usap nb kau?
  • Me: c ate k- v. Gf ni kuya I.
  • Me: Hnd ako nagpost dun kay ate karen. Nakakatakot naman kc pinagpopost ko kay H-. Yan 2loy nagpapaguard na sya sa mga kateam nya sa C-.
  • Cc: tsk3 .. ate K mgrepent kna tlga ng bonggang bonggang ..mga anak ng Diyos ung knalaban mu .. tsk3..
  • Te Mara: Dapat kasi tigilan mo na ..hnggat maaga pa..hanngang sa mklimutan ang issue.. hayaan mo n xia..its ok mgkagusto wag lng maobsesss..
  • Me: Haist! I------ hind ko nagagamit ng mabuti.
  • Cc: tgilan mu nga muna eang pggmt ng kht anung social networking sites. Dinideceive kna ng enemy. Ang temptataion nd nilalalabanan. NILALAYUAN.
  • Te Mara: Sabi nga ni thomas a 'Kempis "we carefully count otheres offenses against us, but we rarely considerwhat others may suffer because of us.

March 2011 TO papunta sa August 2011

  • Te Ria : hi karen, now ko lang ma forward no. Ni ate riza coz she has appointment n d pass days assisting ptr.roel at d doctor . C:te riza/lea (18-Mar-2011)19;41:50
  • Lea: Dear ladies, Ps. Roel passed away. Let us pray 4 God's comfort and strenght be upon his family. And let's remember how he lived as a man of God's purpose. (28-Mar-2011)
  • Te Riza: Tom pa ate. 7 am pa cia maview. Sa ASCENCION COLUMBARY ARLINGTON. (28-Mar-2011)18:59:09
  • Te Riza: Helo ate.mainam naman sa gracia ng Lord. Kaww musta? (2-aug-2011)
  • Te Riza: Bkit, san ka nag aatend ngaun? Nagwowork ka b?
  • Te Riza: So wat do u mean?. Ikaw ang nagdedecision at nag eexecute ng buhay mo. Gus2 mo bng mag2ro ng masisisi? Umalis ka na sa ganyang position. Magstagnate ka jan.
  • Te Riza: Ginawa mo bng kausapin ung dean nio para matapos thesis mo? Nag ask k b ng help sa mga taong pdeng mka2long sau? Hindi moyata ginawa ung assignmentmo sa buhay. Or did u seek HIS kingdom first? May mga tao akong kilalal undergraduate cla pero maayos ang trabahao nla kc the r living for God.not 4 theirown. Kuya darwin is one.
  • Te Riza: No i just snse u nid 2 hear words u dnt like 2 hear para lng magising ka sa wandering mo. Bka mgaya ka sa mga Israelita,bitter k Moses eh Lord nagpaalis sa kanila saEgypt ndi c moses. Kaya ayun dun n cla namatay sa kakawander nla.
  • Te Riza: Welcome. D kta nsagot na kc gumagawa ako report k pastor Mtng nmin maya. D ko alam reason n dawen y?
  • MOVE ON!!!!

kyuryosity

Curiosity -

is one of the most permanent

and certain characteristics

of a vigorous intellect.

__Samuel Johnson (1709-1784) The Rambler

The cure for boredom is curiosity.

Live Curious.

__National Geographic Channel

bukas loob

Ate Riza S. and I talked last May 05,2011. I told her about what happened to me last February. …blahblahablah…I won’t go to details.. If only I could turn back time. What she said three years ago really reinforce me…John bevere also influenced me.
It made me realized that mother knows best…sometimes..
Take time to reward yourself @CINNABOn (hehehe where we had conversation) Her son Rosh Salvador showed up to take her home. 
-I told her I wanted to be in magazine publishing company.
-Cell convergenece topic :never ever counsel based by experienced resented me the most. 
-I like Kuya Rufino work also.9editing of preaching)hehehe
-I told her my standings in school
-I told her I’m completely at lost where to go
-I told her I got in korean english teaching company last February.
She told me her season of learning days..She took up mass comm , accounting…Her family background or story…
I hope my next generation won’t make the same mistake again. Really hoping for a 2nd degree in the future to reach younger generations… 
The enemy is somewhat saying to me why did I entrusted my life to Doulos… 
Summer is full of drama or is it just my view of circumstances. 

Wag na hanapin mga nawala noong nakaraang taon

ME:  aTE parang one year ko na ata hindi nakikita si Ate R—-. 

LEA: Wala na siya sa doulos K. Wala na rin ako balita sa kanya.
…..
Papuntang Libertad. Naglakad kami nila Ate Lea, Ate She, Steph, Caren at ako.
Nagtanong ulit ako tungkol kay Are R—-. 
LEA: Very limited lang pwede ibigay namin na information. Basta yung mga alaga niya pinadisconnect na sa kanya. Di ba masyado ano yung mga alaga niya sa knya?..Kinausap ni Pastor Oriel na idisconnect na nila sarili nila saknaya..
ME: Parang nakita ko pa siya noong gathering ..Ano nga tawag doon?
LEA: Crossover?…
ME; Hindi…yung conquest gathering…
LEA: Night of conquest….

I admit

I was out of focus ..not really…yeah…confuse on becoming more like BIG J. What saved me was reading PDL, devotion book of Luke, cell group family, family, thinking of my soul where it will be in the end and the one who won me to have relationship with Jesus, Steph :) Minsan nga daw pakapalan na lang ng mukha yan kahit wala ka pa dinidisciple kesa nawawala ka sa church..Sabi sa pdl…Satan likes detached Christian..yung mga nawala o umayaw na..

I’m still wondering kung hindi ako nagstay ng rtu..sabi ni mom may work na ako. Masyado kasi tayo maano sa time. ..yung seasons. REally hoping for 2nd degree na gusto ko na talaga..I still have one more mountain. ENJOY BEING YOUNG. 
Let BIG J dwell in me and you all. Surrender is the only way to live.

kwos-over

My first attendance was on August 2009. Magpapasa lang ako nun ng mga requirements ko sa SOL1 kay Ate Jums. Galing ako ojt nun sa Araneta. Sa daan nakasalubong ko si Kuya Angel D. Pagdating ko sa PBS …sa pinto nga crossover gath nandun na si Kuya Julius Ceazar. Tinext yata siya ni Kuya Angel na parating diyan yung girl na binabantayan niyo. hahaha :) Eh kasi nandun na siya sa pinto (discerment).. Hindi muna ko pumasok..eh kasi nakaharang si Kuya Julius eh..
Hmmmm…dapat 2009 grad na ko. Tumigil kasi ko ng school. Ojt na ko that year…2009. Ayun po. Galing ako Araneta noon. 
Lumabas din si Ate jums. Tinnext ko siya na nasa labas ako. Konting usap at encouragement na ituloy ko na daw ng sol2. Pumasok kami„…sabi niya worship daw muna kami para malinawan ako.eheheh :) Worship nga kami. Nakita ko si Kuya Julius tinitiganan kami ni Ate Jums… ayun..Pagkatapos ng worship pinauwi niya na ko..Kasi sabi niya hindi ako pwede gabihin. 
PART 1 :) TO BE CONTINUED…….

You can fabricate the passion but you can’t fabricate the abundance of the heart. Keep it real hot for GOD

—March 17 , 2011